Crawl my way home
As infinity stretches in front of me
I drift in discourse
In a dream, a haze, a nightmare
Yes, I have loved once before you
Shaking like a bird
In a clenched fist
Force my hand
Release me
Bury me in water
So I am not here
I wish I knew the words you wanted me to say
Appease your fear
So I can disappear
Wish fulfillment
In the back of my mind
This search for substance
The fear leaves me blind
Say you'll love me
Feel the sunshine
Turn a new page
Of this beautiful story
Your love leaves me blind
Say you'll love me
The bread is stale
And it's too hot to live in this house
So I
Am tripping over myself again
When violence was all that you could talk about
I miss you
I miss you
You saw through the haze of our love drunk days
I was sick and blind
To all the signs
The words there in front of me
Meaning clear and true
But you left a fear in me
It's what I deserved
Blurred intentions
Bred catastrophe
I swear it's the last time
credits
released June 9, 2015
Thanks to Chris Piper for Recording, Mixing & Mastering
Thanks to Mark Buchanan for letting us defile his beautiful photograph for the cover art
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